Paint it, Black
I see a red door And I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black Black has always been my favourite colour to wear - some call it boring, I call it classic. And it makes me feel good. I would never say that my mood has been black...until recently. Maybe that's being overly dramatic. Maybe my mood has been more of a grey. Definitely not the usual colours. I've been having a terrible time sleeping. It started when I first got hot flashes at night about 2 years ago, but then progesterone at night cured that almost immediately. Sleep has always been something that's come easy to me and, until now, I didn't ever stop to consider that it wouldn't always. Since the double diagnosis of cancer in my family, it has been harder to get to sleep and stay asleep, not just because I can no longer take progesterone, but also because my over-active brain se...